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Hi Minda,
So, I am quasi-dating three men right now. Havent had sex with any of them, nor do I feel like starting a full-fledged relationship. One of them helps around my house. One of them has excellent convo. One of them just buys me things. Overall, though, they are all mediocre (I am not attracted to any of them sexually. None of them make much money or even have plans to start making more money. They are comfortable with a basic + boring life). All three of them complain about me not being around much that wont change. I have shit to do. All of them want a relationship. One even talks about marriage. Like with me. I am at least six months away from even dating exclusively so issa no for me dawg. Heres my question: should I let go of all three so they can each find a someone to settle with, or is it ethical to keep them hanging on til I find a more suitable partner? Or I guess until I get bored.
Dating-Go-Round
Hey there, Dating-Go-Round!
Youre taking me a decade back into my dating life to my early 20s. I always kept three dudes in the rotation. And they all had something to offer while also not having a whole lot to offer. But I was probably giving as little as I was getting to each of them. So, somehow the love math added up and everything was equal. But if these dudes want relationships, and you dont, this doesnt sound very balanced.
Even if youve made it clear youre not thinking long-term, at what point do you have to concede that they arent hearing you and that if you continue to see them, youre going to hurt someones feelings? If that happens, if you break a few hearts, are you going to feel consoled by the fact that you told them you werent ever going to be all-in? Or, will you still feel like you led them on in some way? What decision can you make now that will make you feel less shitty in the long-term?
Besides, Ive found, the older I get, the harder it is to try to cobble together what I want in a partner from multiple partners. I just have less time and energy to direct toward mediocre muphuckas, and Ive also come a long way emotionally, which has made it hard to not to get emotionally invested in sham romances, even when I know whats going down is about as real as an IKEA bedroom display. And this dynamic cant even pass the poly test because love-em-all types might be down with multiple partners who fulfill different needs, but I doubt theyd describe any of those people theyre into as mediocre.
I think the bigger issue on the ethics front is whether its OK to be in a relationship or even a situationship with someone you clearly dont respect. Someone might not be a romantic match, but you could still enjoy spending time with them, find them interesting and readily be part of their life. But I can tell by the way you talk about them that you dont admire these dudes or what theyre doing with their life. So, youre messing up your energy in two ways: 1. Youre putting out inauthentic energy when you spend time with them and act interested. 2. Youre letting their subpar energy infiltrate your life. Thats a whole lot of bad vibes and for what ? What exactly are you getting out of any of this?
If its companionship, free up some time to find a legit partner by dropping these disappointing dudes. If its an ego stroke, then explore what other aspects of your life that are falling short that are making this boost necessary and then fix them!
Or, maybe you got a little me in you, and you know that when you date men who arent about anything, you dont have to actually put your heart on the line that this is just something thats going to end anyway. And if youre like me, then youre also going to learn at some point no one ever won in love by playing scared.
Yes, it would probably be the decent thing for you to cut these men loose. But even more than that, you should do it because you owe more to yourself.
Minda